StylZ

At first, when I joined the Xeal, I dislike to communicate with other players like what I did in real life. I have social anxiety and panic problems, if I'm among people that I don't know or facing higher authority, I will having panic problem which affected my performance a lot. However, ever since I slowly get along with community and especially after I joined staff team, I no longer afraid of communicate with other player. I also begin to use voice chat after I met the staff teams. Because of this, my English speaking has improved slightly, I still have mumbling problem when I'm speaking English but it's better than what I did in the past.

To be honest, Xeal Gaming network changed me a lot, yes a lot. I developed a lot of useful skill that also helped me in my high school life. I learned how to increase my productivity by developing time management skill and I learned how to priortize things. This skill allows me to able to handle my school business and Xeal Gaming business without any big trouble. Also, I developed Leadership skill after I picking up my staff job. I learned how to lead a team and handle things because of it.

These skill has been apply to my daily life. I'm now an member of Cooperation Club, President of High-school Volleyball Club for 2016 and 2017 and Vice-Class President for my Business course class. Even though, I have a biggest problem yet to be overcome, anxiety problem. However, the communication skill I developed while being a staff has helped a lot in certain situation such as handling a class and talking to my teachers.

Ever since my High-school life begin, I have less time to went online but that doesn't mean that I'm going to leave my job at side. I will try to find time to go online and handle things that I can handle during my free time before I went to do something else.

"Did I ever tell you the definition of insanity? Insanity is doing the exact same thing over and over again, expecting things to change" In my personal opinion, this quote is very correct. If we keep doing same thing and hoping it will bring us the result we want even though the way we use to achieve it is impossible to get us what we want, there's no point to repeat same thing again. Change is good, we should change from the bad to good, from good to better.

In my opinion, there are 2 types of criticism. The first type is "true criticism". This type of criticism can help us change because if people make "true criticism" at us by criticize our bad sides. We can see our flaws and we can change ourself to better person. The other type of criticism is "false criticism", this type of criticism is just waste of someone's time as the criticism made is not based on other person's bad side, it is actually just jealousy. People that make "false criticism" doesn't analyze someone properly before they went criticize them. This only result in embarrassment to the person that criticize us.